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confessions of a
18-year-old
man
I've had bad friends a major cause of drug addiction and abuse,
and in particular ecstasy, but not the kindness and mercy of God for the lost
future of this young man who tells his bitter experience he says:
Grew up in
a house Very Religious in the fatty, my father God's mercy was deeply religious,
and my mother was its attention to me and Bajuta and went days, and exceeded
childhood, and when he was fourteen years old, and I was in the second year of
middle school event in my life accident was the cause in Taasta and
Hqaúa, the introduced to ÔáÉ of bad
companions, and they were waiting for the right opportunity to rhythmic in their
nets, and this is the right opportunity came ... The period to prepare for final
exams, Fjaúona pills stimulant, and advised me that it would make me
recall my lessons determination is strong, I figured أسهر s many in studying
without Agbanna sleep, and without that I feel like I need to sleep, and entered
the exams, and succeeded superiority.
After that I could not stop eating
these pills white فأرهقني the iPod, tired tired severe, Fjana bad friends, and
they gave me this time grain red, and they told me they expel me staying up
late, and bring me sleep and rest, and I did not for my age and lack of
experience realized the truth of what they offer me, and the fact that their
intention cunning to me and I took Otaty these pills red day, and stayed that
way for almost three years or more, and I could not complete the middle stage of
the study and obtain the certificate, I became navigate from one school to
another school, but to no avail, and after this failure which was caused by
these pills red, I thought to relocate to another area where my uncle and his
children in a last-ditch attempt to complete the study.
One day I received
two bad companions فأوقفت my car and rode with them, and that was after the Asr
prayer, and after a tour lasted several hours, we drink the wine, and we turned
around and around in the streets of the area, then Oagafona when my car
Frckptha, and went into the house I could not access it , I was drunk too, and I
kept for two hours looking for the house did not find him, and eventually, after
the effort, suffering and found my house when I saw him I rejoiced with joy
severely, when interested to get out of the car I felt a pain so severe in my
heart, and with great difficulty I got out of the car, and entered the house,
and in those moments I remembered death like me wants to attack on, and I saw
things wonderful I can not be described now, I got up quickly and it is a
feeling, and entered the bathroom and wudoo, and after I came out of the
bathroom I went back again and wudoo seconds, then ran to my room, and I grew up
and entered the in prayer, and I remember that I read in the first rak'ah Fatiha
and Surat sincerity, I do not remember what I read in the second rak'ah, it is
important that I did my prayer very quickly before I die, and thrown himself on
the ground on my side left, and succumbed to death, and I remembered at that
moment I heard someday from my father that the deceased should be placed on his
right side, turned and adjusted my grown on the right side, and I feel that
something is shake my whole body shook violently, and in the meantime passed in
my mind images of succession from the date of my life filled with loss and
addiction grain hallucinogenic, drinking alcohol, I realized that my soul had
almost out .. Moments passed I was waiting for the death, and suddenly my feet
moved فتحركت severe rejoiced with joy, and I saw a glimmer of hope radiating
from the darkness, I got up quickly and went out of the house, and got my car,
and I went to my uncle's house ..
When I got pushed the door and entered and
found my uncle and uncle of his children and wife together eating dinner فألقيت
myself among them .. The uncle then panic and asked me: What's wrong?
I said
to him: My heart hurts .. So the one my cousins, and took me to the infirmary,
and on the way told him بحالي, and asked him to go me to the doctor he knew, he
went me to a private hospital, and when he revealed the doctor found my case
very bad where the percentage of drug in the body is about 94% and he refuses
doctor therapeutic, and told us we must inform the police station, and after
continuous attempts, and severe urgency me and my cousin had agreed to begin his
treatment .. So the work of drawing the heart of me and began treatment phase
..
When my father knew what happened to me came to the hospital to visit me I
was surprised by standing up my head when sniff Raúana, the Fed chest
and was discharged from hospital shocked .. And spent the night under treatment,
and before I left advised the doctor away once and for all this way, and told me
that my condition is very bad, and not comforting discharged from the hospital,
and I felt that God has given me a new life, and he wanted me good, I figured
after that whenever I smelled substance whatever kind makes me like it struck me
that night, and I remembered death, Votafi the cigarette that drink it, and you
as the night grows feel that someone wake me up and tell me: Do ... Awake Voqom
Mentvdha of fear Votzkr death, fire and torment of the grave, as you remember a
couple of bad friends who secular addictive died a short time before I am afraid
to be my destiny like them, I figured I last night فأصلي rak'ahs, then began to
keep a prayer and redundancy, and remained on the case four Ochehrany the قيض
God to me a righteous youth identified him in mosque فالتقطني of bad companions,
and he took me with him to Mecca to perform Umrah trip, and then, thank God,
repented to God and promised him
